Saturday, March 15, 2008

I Wonder

What does Heaven look like, I wonder,
A soft voice or the lord talks like a thunder,

Was it a blessing or was I a curse to this world,

Could someone had lived it better or was I the one to suffer,

Was it love or an illusion,
Or was it my usual delusion,

Did I hear my heart break,
Or was it another ellusion I decided to take,

Is it the overture to my decadence,
The euphony of my last belligerence,

Will I lose or ravish,
Or keep fighting till I perish,

Who would answer my queries,
Mystical gnomes, magical elves, or pretty fairies,

How will I die,
Will my demise make the stones cry,

Why does silence haunt me,
Why do I fear darkness,
Why can't I Flee,
From this philandering numbness,

I ask this in my wake and slumber,
Why am I still alive I wonder.

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